Sanity

A friend of mine on Twitter posted this:
"Sometimes I forget why I write, then I remember it keeps me sane."
I wanted to jump out of my bed, run to her in Long Island and give her the biggest, greatest, tightest hug ever. FINALLY! Someone understands the significance of having a passion. Well, ok no i wont say "finally"-->I'm sure plenty of people relate to that.

Like this. (Kesh wrote this.) "I posted that i had taken naked pictures of twitter and bunch of ppl unfollowed me. They did the right thing. If you can't deal with my erratic ways and outspoken british mouth then leave. Go on. shoo.If i can't express my true feelings and put what i like on my social networking sites and blog then what is the point? ? I try to promote accepting yourself for who you are and not trying to be somebody you're not. Don't put on an act so people will like you and accept you. Just do you and get on with it. It feels a lot better and does wonders for your soul."

But I always feel exhilerated when someone says something and it hits the core of your soul, and then the least you can say is "Yesssssss"(Outloud or in your head, whichever you prefer).
These past few weeks I've had so many thoughts pass through my head I can absolutely admit my mental capacity is boarderline crazy. Yup. My friends have always called me "the random one". I embrace it ;-) I am random, my thoughts are extremely diverse. Hmmm ::taps chin::, now how to explain this? Let's just simply say I'm always wanting to explore. Her twit made my night. So much so I got out of bed and wrote two poems just for GP.

I'm back off to New York tomorrow with no concrete plans at all. Just doing it. Fun, Fun. Because truthfully if my world were ideal I'd go on adventerous expeditions every damn day. But due's must be paid and work must be done. We'll see what NY brings this time Last time it brought sweet reunions and good ole' BBQ.

and movie hopping.
and awkward family moments. (i.e. my dad's wife offering for "us" to go to the club --->:-/<-----!!) No no dear, that's quite ALRIGHT.

but nyc never dissapoints and i'll try hard to stay sane while there.

Ciao.